First Of Katie (love you katie), I Wish You Would Tell Me All The Things Wrong With You. I Want To Help I Really Do. I Love You And You Know I Am Always Here For You. I Know You Were In A Bad Mood This Morning But I Want You To Know I Love You And You Can Tell Me Whats Wrong Even If Its About Me. I Know You Have A Tumblr Now. And Now You Will Learn Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Me.. But I Am Not Worried… And I Want To Be There For You. I Will Stay Up Late And Everything Just To Help You. I Know… I Know You Haven’t Really Had That In A Friend Before.. But I Am Here.

And Courtney. Someone I Haven’t Seen In Ages.. And I Miss Her To Death, Sometimes I Really Need Her. Me And Her.. Twins. Evey Thing Is Alike.. She’s Coming To Town Today… To Take A Final Up At The College. And Had I Had PRIOR Notice I Wouldn’t Have Done This.. But I Just Blew Her Off. I Just Told Her The Truth.. And I Think It Hurt.
I Told Her My Plans That I Had Made.. Well Yesterday But She Doesn’t Know That.. I Was Going To Go To My BF’s House Today. And It Was.. TO ME… A Big Deal. Sure, I Have Class With His Brother, But I Only Have Ever Said One Word To Him… And That Was Today “your welcome”. So To Me.. Going To His House, IN HIS HOUSE. Is A Major Deal. I Don’t Think He Thinks Anything Buy It. Or Cares As Much.. But I Do. 
So I Told Courtney I Had Plans With Andrew And That I Would Talk To Him About It.. I Mentioned It To Him.. And Made The Choice That I Would Rather Go Be With My Bf Than See Her. As Terrible As That Sounds… 

No I Sorta Feel Like A Terrible Friend.. I Feel Like Now I Should Rush To The College And Wait For Her And Her Mom To Pull Up Just So I Can Run To Her And Give Her A GIGANTIC Hug, Than Kidnapp Her In MY Car And Take Her Somewhere.. Maybe Have Her Meet Him Since.. She Never Got To Meet My Ex. 
Idk. I Wont. I Know I Wont. But I Have Never Chosen A Boy Over Her. She Always Does To Me. When i Visit Her.. When I Go To Her House. She Always Brings A Boy She Likes (or that i used to like before i moved) Over And I Get Left There. So.. In A Way Its Payback… But Unlike Her.. I Feel Like Shit About It…

Guess Thats Happening A Lot Lately… Girls Blowing Off There Best Friends For Boys… Its Katies Birthday On Saturday.. And Her Best Friend Is Going To Not Go See Her Or Do Anything For Her.. And Go See Her Bf Instead…. Idk..